Isn’t it frustrating
Friday, July 28th, 2006Today I was about to do something important. I did. I had to decide everything by myself. It’s a fussy matter. Most people would rather not think about it. In my case, I feel obligated to take a retrospective moment before I made any decision. It’s heart-wrenching. Particularly when you are not sure whether what you decide is best. There’s little voices in your head saying " It might be better if you do it THIS way"; you heard it, agree with it, but you just can’t do it. Can’t do what your heart tells you to.
It’s not about letting people make decision for you. It’s about putting 2 heads together, about getting another perspective, about knowing the pros and cons of that decision you’re going to make. It’s about making the best decision.
I made the decision anyway. The best I could. After the gruelling ordeal, something just crossed my mind. It was the
List of Friends I wish I Have
1. A Good Practising M.D (to be the family doctor)
2. A mechanic (to look after the BM’s and VW’s and Honda’s)
3. A remisier (to advise my market share and stock)
4. A wedding planner (who owns the company and can give me 50% discount)
5. A hotel owner (to cater the wedding)
6. A practising lawyer (I want Alan Shore of Schmidt, Pool & Krane)
7. A businesswoman (to have bizz discussion with)
The list could go on and on, but I promised to keep it short. Right now I soO need no.3 ~_^ *siGh*