Archive for March, 2007

As you grow older…

Friday, March 23rd, 2007

What would you say if I told you that the first birthday celebration I had was when I was 17 years old, in 2000? Prior to that I had none. Not that my family does not celebrate birthdays or what. Another story for another time.

I still remember that celebration, as vividly as if it was only yesterday. I had two (huge) square cakes, 1 chocolate, the other a lemon sponge with peanuts on the side. There were gifts too, wonderful gifts. I got a big white teddy bear with the number 2000 embroided on its tummy and a slim Canon IXUS camera. I still sleep with that white teddy (no longer white, worn-out, but still cuddly as ever Noname) and eventhough the camera is no longer usable, those were the presents and the celebration that I’ll never forget for as long as I live. I’ll probably tell it to my grandchildren (if there ever occur a situation which requires me to reminisce the good old ‘boarding school’ days).

To me, it was an almost perfect celebration. The only thing that marred it was the absence of my kind sponsor. But still, it was as good as it gets.

INFECTED

Thursday, March 15th, 2007

I’ve been infected with the LDR bug.

As advised by Dr. Love, I need a high dose of Emotional Support, and injections of TLC at frequent interval. I might also want to visit support clinics – attend the ALDRA (Anonymous LDR Association) for faster recovery.

Well, I tried 2 explain to him (Dr. L) that I’m in love with my pharmacist (that makes him my LDL) and the support clinic that I frequent – Best Friends and Associates are at present does not hold anymore teleconference sessions and does no longer wish to sponsor me, as their schedule are quite occupied.

But that would make it seems as if life for me is doomed – I’ll b forever infected – and me being a helpless optimistic, refuse to admit the direness of my current condition coz I’m still hoping that I will be cured.

Which left me with two options – placebos (talking to my other split personalities and console ourselves) or denial (I am NOT infected with any bugs whatsoever).

O… M… G…

I guess I am sick (ran back home and bury myself in the deepest hole I can imagine).

<It’s all in my head… it’s all in my head… it’s all in my head…>